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[16 Aug 2006|03:58pm] |
shitty shit McShit
last night was probably one of the best nights i have had in months
i met a very special person who has lived through alot
he had a life changing accident and got to see the world from a point of view that very few people ever experience
he gave me alot of really good advice
most of which i will never be able to take but only hold on to and keep in mind
ps. i love my boyfriend
ps. my braces come off next wednesday the 23rd
ps. i feel like shit
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[20 Jul 2006|04:46pm] |
http://poop.com/
oh and just so everyone knows
ill will be in wyoming from the 24th of july tilll the 3rd of august
and my boyfriend turns 19 august 18th....hello canada
and my braces are officially off on the 23rd of august
i miss me a katie simpson
and a alyssa taylor
well anyways.........
http://poop.com/
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[15 Jul 2006|04:54pm] |
well 2 nights ago i was about to sneak out like alwasy and go to a party....
my ride was infront of my house and everything
it was like 12:30
but at the last minute i decided it wasnt a good i dea and that i should just stay home
5 minutes after my ride left wihtout me
my mom walks into my room to let me know that my dog rolled in shit and i had to give him a bath
good thing i always listen to my gut
exspecially when it tells me im hungry =)
hahahaha that was soooo corny
oh and my friend was supposed to stay the night the other night but instead she went to the same party i was planning on going to when we could have juts goen together but noooooo
i really hate when friends ditch me to drink smoke or party
i mean seriously
come on folks
fuck off
=)
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[01 Jul 2006|03:14pm] |
everythings changing
im not sure im ready to handle it
i think i am
and i want to be
but maybe its too much
risking everything
burning myself out
completely starting over
ninja training has started
i want to make him proud
why do i feel so different
its like i dont belong in this same life anymore
i feel........well i guess i feel
i guess i feel like i understand what needs to be done
but i dont understand why
or how to do it
and im just soooo scared and unsure
to completely disrupt my whole entire life
and turn everyones lives upside down for my own benefit
im just not sure thast somethign im willing to do
but like he said
its time i took controle and stop letting everyone else run my life
and walk all over me
goodbye to apologies
goodbye to mr niceguy
and good news people
im drawing again
thank you muse
i have my inspiration back
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[17 Jun 2006|05:48pm] |
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advanced bladder infection
and tylenol 3
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[06 Jun 2006|12:23am] |
im ready for this
ive been ready for this my whole life
how i could i be so lucky
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[25 May 2006|10:49pm] |
ive been smoking like a chimney lately
if anyone sees me smoke more than one cigarette in less than 10 minutes
shoot me
oh and here are some uhhh sweet pics?
poopheads
i love pamela
ew sick picture
but i luv him
arent they adorable
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[23 May 2006|07:50pm] |
so since i usually use this thing to complain
i dont know what to say
because i have nothing to complain about
even though im grounded
i dont really care
and i <3 bearskin
<333333
and i cant wait for this weekend
hes so perfect
my complete twin
but better
and wiht a penis ;)
k
thats it
=)
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[19 May 2006|01:32am] |
pretty flowers
sweet guy
=)
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[16 May 2006|04:44pm] |
life has a funny way of working its self out when you least expect it
i think i am more happy at the moment than i have been all year
and the best part is that no one knows why
i like the fact that know one knows him
or about him really...
i like that i have something to myself
something private
aomething secret
as of this moment i hate my family
every last one of them
my dads a raving lunatic compoletely obsessed with work 24 7 and if everyone in the family isnt working he throughs a fit and threatens to leave
okay good do it man
please
my moms not much better
althoguh she doesnt drink she acts like she does
moody fucking bitch
and shes really ignorant too
shes not very smart
"ashley your pupls are dialted you not allowed out all week now"
um okay yah mom cuz i do drugs....
and fuck my brothers
fuck both of them
anyways i think the onyl way i could describe how happy i was this week is by saying that my dog or my horse could have died and i probably wouldnt have even cared.
im happy
the end.
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[13 May 2006|01:43pm] |
kid rock was the fucking best concert ever
i got to see jenna jameson pole dance
i got to see kid rocks naked torso
and i just had soooo much fun
thanks katie
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[11 May 2006|04:35pm] |
FUCK YOU BITCH
ew i hate her
and him
suck it bitches
anyways...
FRIDAY-
maybe no school,
then candace
then kid rock with katie simpson
then parties???
hopefully he calls me =)
SATURDAY-
hm maybe my pony?
maybe working
maybe candace
maybe amber
(anyone just give me a call)
dominiques?
SUNDAY-
maybe working
maybe my pony
ummmm my hopes are really high right now
but at least im not letting them run wild
i think i might actually have this one under controle
wow who woulda thunk it
anywasy tomorrow is gonna be gay as hell
with everyone skipping school for prom
ew
gay
call me!
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[07 May 2006|04:53pm] |
all together id have to say i had an interesting weekend
-beer in my face thanks to joshua barg
-barf on my leg courtesy of candace
-kisses
-kisses
-kisses
-pamela and i are good housewives
-my own nose picker (aka. michael cumo)
-my bff got her liscence
im deffinatly going to the HOEDOWN next weekend
friday-sunday
so if anyone wants to go
let me know =)
nice weather...isnt it
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[06 May 2006|07:02am] |
last night was either the best
or the worst night of my life
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[04 May 2006|10:30pm] |
so basically my head is being torn
in several different directions
i have no clue what im supposed to do from here
ive put several things in neutral
and now someone has to put one in drive
it could go many ways at this point
i think for once im goign to just sit back
and let things go how they want to
im not even going to think about it
maybe my future is in a whole different car entirely??
im really lookin forward to this weekend.
hangin out wiht people i normally dont get to
candace
james
and all the friendships i never put enough effort into
=)
i slept all day today
and i liked it alot
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[01 May 2006|08:48pm] |
so right now my armpits smell really bad for some reason...
and its kind of grossing me out
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[30 Apr 2006|08:28pm] |
so on a positive note...i made 150$ this weekend
37 has to go to pay back my brother though
the rest is going to clothes so i can look
really cute in chem class
on a negtive note....
i am soooo stressed out right now
-last term of school
-hard classes
-lots of projects
-pilgrim might be sick again
-parents....keep it up guys
-make money
-find job
-get liscense
-deal with friends
-deal with boys
-talk to couselor to try and
figure out my schedule for next year
and figure out my career choice
and my college choices
and uhhhhhhhhhhh
ew i feel soo poopy right now
=(
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[27 Apr 2006|07:04pm] |
is 72 cents enough
for a bus ticket to crazyville?
partyin this weekend woohoo
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[26 Apr 2006|10:26pm] |
im going to fucking ralf
ew shes so nasty
and why is he so god damn immature
what the fuck is wrong with you
grow up
grow some balls
anyways
your pretty cute
and your sarcastic
and for some reason i liek that
so were gonna party
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[23 Apr 2006|07:19pm] |
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i could use a hug every now and then
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[21 Apr 2006|09:26am] |
georgia boys girlfriend looks like
the little teddy bears from star wars
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[20 Apr 2006|05:14pm] |
georgia boy has a girlfriend
georgia boy throws dirt at me
georgia boy drives me home
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[19 Apr 2006|08:53pm] |
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georgia boy steps on my heels
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[17 Apr 2006|06:47pm] |
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georgia boy
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[16 Apr 2006|08:51pm] |
hm im actually really looking foward to
community service tomorrow
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[11 Apr 2006|04:21pm] |
im not gonna be cool and say
fuck drinking
fuck smoking
but i am going to say
that im taking a break
i like being able to feel things
i like being able to realize im not having fun
ive also realized that some people i thought were
some really good friends
actually are not
they are actually pretty bad friends
but i also realized hwo much i love catching up with old friends
and how much i love hanging out with katie simpson
im really looking foward to spring break
and community service
and upnorth
ohhhh aannnndddd
i like playing outside....
me and my brothers and my dog walked from my house
(front of hether lakes by baldwin) to the party store at the corner
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[09 Apr 2006|05:45pm] |
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happy birthday to me
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[04 Apr 2006|03:54pm] |
alternative spring break?
maybe
i love spending time out at my farm
i love when its sunny out
i hate making up homework
i hate when i have nothing to do
currently unoccupied
maybe bdubs
i turn 16 in exactly 4& 1/2 days
kiss my sash beeitch
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[31 Mar 2006|05:06pm] |
havnt been to school since monday
....
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